Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Admit

40 years in the wilderness


What can we admit? That words matter, yes: the how-to instructions sprayed pixel by pixel onto this now yellowing page. That power tools require power. That a world that never sleeps means the world never gets to rest. Now we can admit that digging into the earth for cast-off remnants of the sun – when the sun itself continues to shine – well, tunnel, mine, burrow, cave, treasure, riches – they all belong, and return, to the sun.

On the taiga, in the lee of the west hills, Karp and his family prepared. Each morning they prayed for the hideous torture death of the anti-Christ. Dmitry might not be there. He may have been gone for some days, barefoot in the frost, hunting with snares for rabbit and weasel. He might return tonight. The forest might provide. Or not. Time isn’t an issue where there are no clocks. It may as well be a series of tableaux, like turning pages in an art-history book on the Middle Ages, before perspective was permitted, before the separation of onlooker and the viewed was understood.

The geologists were dowsing for oil, or gold, or some precious metal like uranium. They always are. Lewis and Clark’s famous expedition paved the way for the looting. Darwin’s Beagle spawned evolution and the meticulous cataloging of flora and fauna. Who bankrolled Columbus and the litany of Spanish and Italian explorers? It’s what they do. For us. So when they stumbled onto Karp’s little encampment, furrowed dirt passing for a garden, birch-bark hovel little more than something Brer’ Rabbit might have dug, and they took pictures and brought presents and television and perhaps maladies so that 3 of the 4 siblings died, and Karp died, leaving only Agafia to tend her garden, she remained unafraid. After all, what could hurt her? 40 years of Siberian cold? Starvation, that wicked hunter who clambers up inside skulls found no purchase – she had never eaten a feast, so he had no images to taunt her with – he had no claim. Loneliness? The last remaining hermit – no. She lived further removed than any human, except the scientists on Antarctica, and they had each other and satellite connections.

Let the explorers depart and search for their eye’s content, something from the earth no doubt, some mineral or gem or liquid, condensed by eons of pressure, something that allows the onlooker to be transported into some place where they can escape from having to search the most challenging terrain. 

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